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A miscellaneous blog for exploration and development.



I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I can’t see past my thoughts anymore, No more storm before the calm, And I didn’t think, Didn’t think, That I could hurt you, Like I do, And you mean the world to me, A step in your shadow, Friendly protection, But I forgot to breathe, And you deserve better, Better,Continue reading “Better.”

Make it.

Crush it under my foot, Like I’m not just a stain, Manage a tear or two, I don’t really miss it, But I do, I don’t know what to do, Know that I matter, And I can be, Someone other, I don’t know who I am, Why are lines so easy to cross? I knowContinue reading “Make it.”

Wasting Time.

I want to waste time, Shade my skin black and blue, Do nothing for a while, Feel the crunch, I want to feel whole, Know that my touch is all you need, Meet you on the other side, And let it go, Feel you kiss, Like sunset balm, And hurt, Feel a little alive, IContinue reading “Wasting Time.”

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If I’m being honest, I don’t really know what I’m doing, Haven’t figured a way out yet, I don’t really know if I can, And I can’t quite understand, What to make of things, How everything comes with strings, And nothing lasts forever, But why can’t I see, What can really break me, What IContinue reading “Fog.”


I wish I could get rid of your taste, The sickly shame, Like an off-brand name, But my mouthwash doesn’t take away your decay, You never told me why you made me hurt, And I thought we were friends, Before you broke my misconceptions, And idle obsessions, I wonder what made you this way, StingingContinue reading “Toothpaste.”


Too shy in my skin, I don’t know how to disagree with someone, And I constantly feel the need to be high, Chemically calm, But I realise that I’ve never met a healthy person, And a mistake is not a catastrophe, It’s hard to breathe with such thick skin, And be heard like a person,Continue reading “Balloon.”

I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in midnight
Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I
I’ve got a war in my mind
So, I just ride, just ride
I just ride, I just ride

Lyrics from Ride by Lana del Rey

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